破碎的镜子

破碎的镜子,

能够还原吗?

泼出去的水,

能够收回吗?

How come?? Result out !!!

My whole body was shaking...

Because of the already known poor result

That day, I decided not to see my result as i scared its not like what I think. However, I still tak tahan, my heart kept asking to see it, but my brain works in the different direction.

Heart,"see it, it might not be as worst as you think!!"

Brain,"Don't see it, you will not like the figure and grade!! "

Finally, naughty hand go and click to excess the intranet---here the result....

Ohhhh, my God !! How can it be?? I can't believe it. Maybe I should listen to my Brain. Is it that I can't break the spell?? My lecturer told us that mostly, students will not done well in their 1st sem. That time I thought become the legend of that spell. Who knows!! The higher I climb, the greater I fell. And now this happen to me. Maybe I should do my best in my study weeks n score as much as I could during the exam. Remembered once in exam, I wanted to pass up the paper without do anything on it, I felt very tired at that particular time. But I still finished it for my Parents and FUTURE. No doubt that I did very bad in my 1st 4 paper, I almost wrong in every selective question. I felt very disappointed and since then I won't discuss question with people who are very confident. I not dare to do so.Even to myself, I keep telling "Its my destiny, accept it, you will feel better." I can't make it.

Arrr !! Forget about those crap !! Forget it and start all over again. This is my 1st time to hear my mum shout " Harrrr!!!" Even last time when i get my result, either no sound or "why". This time I also surprised to hear it. I felt very guilty and my scholarship will be taken away anytime if they want to.

If I know scholarship holder have so many burden, i wouldn't have took it. I rather chose PTPTN loan. More relax. I swear !! This is my worst result ever!!!

Hope all this is a nightmare!!!

Will be recover soon !!

For those who are having nightmare like me,

Hope you all will go through this nightmare soon

Resit again and pass it once more

Dun let it be your penghalang !!

Moment...

Finally, we've finished our 2weeks exam

Exam, a long and a short moment

Long duration for us to study and sit for exam

Short moment for us to gather

We have all the happy memories in 1493

Celebrating, playing, eating, cooking and yum-cha once a while

Missing all those slides when we were around

Hey, pals...

Hope to meet you all next year !!

Happy Holidays

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Happy Merry Christmas

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Happy New Year 2009

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Happy Enjoying

Wish u all first, in case I forgot to send sms

对不起

无知是罪吗？？

不懂是错吗？？

人就不容有错吗？

什么嘛！！是人的话，就会有错！

不然，“对不起”拿来干嘛？

就真的说声“对不起”，就够了吗？

它真的是万能？？

不知所措。。

不知如何。。

不能释放。。

。。。。。。

做错了真的能，

说声对不起就好了？

酱我就说声对不起

对不起，不是给对不起我的人，

对不起，不是给跟我有过节，而不更我说对不起，

对不起，是给对得起我而我对不起她的，不好意识!

对不起！！

人生无常

当面临考试，紧张；

正在靠考时，没趣；

考试完毕后，后悔；

开始的无心，造成人身中，一去不复返的地步，

我已无力继续，只能叹声对不起！！

现在是什么时候了？？

到底现在的我，此时此刻的我，到底在干吗？

这真的是我吗？还是我在做梦？

真的不得不由我去怀疑，我到底怎么了？？

“神啊，救救我吧。。”

突然，这首歌浮现在我的脑李！

在考场里，我竟然想交白卷，放弃！

我等待了以久的时刻终于来了，

我努力了，拼搏了，辛苦了，这么久

可我却。。。

难道我想要的不是我想要的吗？？

是否一直以来斡旋错了方向？

记得去年，当我修着Foundation In Arts时，

我读得非常开心，充满好奇心，

充满期待，期待着我即将走的路，

这种感觉，它好像不再存在了。

尝试过很多方式，去努力的找回以前的灵魂，

都不管用！！

想放弃，却觉得对不起某人，

想继续，却觉得得到的不如期望；

以前的我，到底是怎样的？

以前的我，到底是酱的吗？

以前的我，到底会如何做？

以前的我，到底。。到底。。到底。。？？

对不起！！我需要些时间。。

Sleep....sleep....sleeP

Yesterday, i had my presentation early in the morning. Who knows?? When we got there at 9.45am sharp, then our class rep announced that the lecturer will be late for an hour. And we will start our presentation at around 11.00am. OMG !! It's not the 1st time for her to be late!! Through out the whole semester, she either late or cancelled the class. Can you all imaging that we got up early in the morning and attend her class sharp at 10am and she will late or cancel her class. So terrible, horrible, vegetable......

Arhhh!! After the presentation, we actually still have two more classes in the afternoon, but, we went home to change cloths and had our lunch. Later in the class, i felt very sleepy and no more energy and mood to study. However, i kept on stay in the class till the end.

After 5pm, i went home and took a bath, and straight went to the bed and sleep. At 1st, i was thinking to sleep till dinner, but then, by the time when i open my eyes, its already early in the morning.

Ohhh NO !! Yesterday i was waiting them to woke me up for my dinner and then no one is knocking my doors. But never mind, i quite enjoyed the sleeping feeling.

Today, when i re-see my housemates, they, one-by-one, come and tell me that they finally see me as i was in my bed for over 12hours. Har?? Ohhh!! They were knocking my doors, calling me like mad and i couldn't hear anything. Haha, sleeping over 12hours is my 2nd experience in my life and my 1st time in here,Kampar. 1st time is in PJ, sunday. That day, after my dinner, I also slept from 7pm to the next day 8am. Wahhh! Wonderful sleep. Suddenly, i feel quite impress of myself because i will never sleep like this. I will think that sleeping too long will waste my time and now the miracle happened in me to let me rest after the heavy assignment and stressful mid-term exam.

If i call the mid-term exam(Small test that are more more and quite easy exam for us to past) as stressful, what should i call my final exam?? Izzit that i should feel very very very very very stressful, panic?? Haiz.....Think what should i do for now but not think so far.. Still have 1month, enjoy the life here !!

Confidence...???

It had been a long time i din blog at here. Because of rushing for assignments and the mid-term are coming continuously. The non-stop exam wave keep on go around me...Feel so stressful...

Did i just mention "stress"?? I have never experience stress before since i get into secondary school, university. Finally and lastly i know how a stress will affect people and how the feeling is when people face stress. Its very suffering when the stress is coming.

Duno why.... I'm just too worried about my study. I know there will be nothing that will be 100% perfect but I just want to make it to the optimun level that i can achieve. That's why this is the 1st time i experience stress. Last time when i saw people study very stressful, i cant understand their situation, i feel that, "It just an exam, what for make yourself so stress till your mother also cant recognise??" Now the situation had changed. Its my turn to be the "victim" of stress.

Last time, i was very confidence or i should say that i never been so fear of the subject that i studied. I feel that the subject is just ok for me to studied and it will not be too difficult. The same feeling goes to my degree. At 1st, i really feel that the subject we are taking is quite easy cause we had alsready studied before in foundation. However, once i receive my result for the math....OH GOD!!! I actually failed my math. I never fail before but then this is the 1st time and its the subject i like very very very much... How can it be like this?? What have actually happen to me?? Is it because this study environment over here?? I dun think so because i do not fail any other subject. Then, the problem shoud be lies on 1 person--LIM YONG CHIANG!!

The result of my math keep on flying over my eyes whenever i study. Just like yesterday, Im having a econ test on monday, so i study on sun. Actually before that i have read a few times, on friday and twice on saturday. and on the same day-sunday, i also have already studied twice, once in the morning, and once at the evening. But then i just feel that its not enough. I re-studied again after i watch 2 series of movies. That moment, when i studied alone in the room, where everyone maybe is sleeping, i saw the marks keep on running out and pass through my notes. I tried to sleep but when i think about my result, i woke up again and continue read till finished.

I was once thinking in my mind. "How can I teach other people since my result is poorer than others?? Is it that I'm 装聪明 ??" I was too embarresed to teach other people since i get my result. Its was like a kind of insulting myself. Sorry for those who had asked me before but I dont answer. I not dont want just scared of something.

A poor result is unacceptable for me in this 3-year degree program because I have a lot of things to take care of!! I cant affored to fail even passing also unaffordable:

1) I'm now taking the schorlarship, if i fail once, the schorlarship will be withdrawn.

2) If the scholar is withdrawn, i will need to use my parents money

3) I dont want to use their money to study, i want to prove my strenght to them as i dont want them to worry about me!!

4) I still have one sister and two brother, so if possible, i want my parents to use money on them but not me, because i dont want to burden my parents, ITS not easy to earn $ but then we(children) are there to spend it like pipe water.

Good Or Bad ??

Today, i was having a class on 12-2pm for microeconomics, but the class ended at 1.30pm. The most "interesting" is that one of my friend(don't know to say cute or what), she was like a kindergarden student, at the moment the lecturer start the class is finished, she immediately put her hand up and shout,"Miss, our class finished at 2pm!!" However, the lecturer replied,"Yes, but i have finished the lecture and that all for today topic!" Errr, so disappointed for us because we will only have class on 5pm which is very.....!!!

Just because i had nothing to do, my friend and I went to the block A to attend the buddhist society activity. Wahhh, its was quite a boring and like tipu-ing thing to tell people. I remembered what the teacher advisor actually said when he was giving his speech. He said, "according to the don't know what statistic, the monk is the happiest people in the world. This is because they were having the good attitude, good thought and good...good...good... things!! So they were living happily." The teacher advisor also hoped that we as the Buddhist society member will also be the happiest people in the UTAR life !!

At that moment, I don't know why i would have that kind of thinking.
I was thinking that the monk can live happily because they were interacting with the same people everyday. And those people were having the same: Good attitude, Good thought, Good ..... Ohhhh, that's why they can live so happy !!
In the real life, would we be live in that kind of environment ?? I have no answer for it but from my point of view, I don't THINK so!! Nowadays, in the polluted society we will never live like that again. If we were being that kind and good manner, we will definitely being hurt by those heartless people !! Doing good things without hoping for return is the nature BUT doing good things and get the bad and Zerk-ark result, its very yam gong !!
You will know it but you never realise it as this will happen in your daily life. Let's put yourself in this situation, when you were in the mood of helping other people, and you maybe get rejected so badly and keep on being insulted by that people, you will feel that its no point for helping people. The only thing you will feel its that,"Next time don't be so CHICKEN-GRAND-MA!!"

Oh…Here’s the place…

Kampar, its like a ulu kampung that ha nothing in it. Its full of bulls and buffalo, and the road is the most beautiful artistic in the city, it is clean from any rubbish, but full of those organic “things” that was made by the bull there. You can see all those SAI in the road and if you are not careful enough when you were driving in that artistic road, you will definitely kena those SAI.

Kampar, the place you can see the view of the nearby mountain even if you are vertically challenged. You will not able to see your weakness here as there do not have any high and tall building that can block your view.

Kampar, when you look at the picture from the internet you will feel that it’s a good, nice and harmony place to stay as here is not like a busy city. You will have no stress here, feel relax and the most is have boring day in the house in the weekend. People here are worked in the slow-motion motion mode as they will have no other things to do if they finish the work today. This is the problem that us, as a student can’t accept. We have already learn to do thing in a fast, hurry, rush, and accurate mode (maybe this is the life as a student).
It’s true that you will love with the environment here because of the green mountains, blue sky and blue lake with a peaceful-style environment. For me, I agree that it’s free from stress but I hate the things that will happen here. For example, around 7pm every night, you have closed all the window as there will have a lot of insect that will come for you. I hated all those little little things that live around me.

Besides, there were a lot of weird things happen around us. “Thing” that we never face before. My friend told me that his room got something weird happen when he was sleeping at night, the most scary is that that thing will only happen once a week. Last Monday night, he boiled cattle of water and then left it there on his table without closed the main switch. Then, he switch off the light before when to bed. At that time, he still sms with his friend and still haven’t closed his both eyes. Later, he heard his cattle reboil the water again and heard “tiak” sound means that his water was cook. He said that, he had confirmed that his water was cooked before he switch off the light. Is there any explanation for that?

One more case, its my female friends. She told me that she felt her room was being visited by unknown visitor on that night. At 1st, she was scared and want to slept in her friend room, then she felt that her room was too “ke lian” and “yam gong” if she left it like that. Then, she decided to slept back in her own room. She said, if she din slept in her room that night, it will means that she let the unknown visitor to stay at her room overnight. That night, she was stay awake till 4am in the morning. She was so tired that till have no mood to sleep. (maybe she no mood because of the unknown visitor.)

That “thing”, although it is a intangible, unknown, uninvited, invisible “people”, I seem like not that scared about those “thing”, but I scared that stupid insects that live around my area. Its all KANASAI !!!

Should Carried On?? Or should left it be??

Still have 2weeks more, im going to Kampar ler for my degree course. 3years life at there will I be bored mati?? Its quite a “enjoyable” life as you wont find any shopping complex at there, moreover the town there quite “ulu” also, not have that new or fresh smell there, feel like staying at PJ better. PJ, I had my foundation there and quite enjoy, every week go shopping complex such as wan utama, mid-valley, times square, the curve, sungai wang. Wah, quite enjoy rite? Also duno come here for study or go shopping? Haiz, the $ in the pocket and bank also keep on bleeding none-stop as the money always dikorek by me!!

Here's the picture of the road and place near the place where im going to study:



A long and big road but u can see nothing except trees beside it.










Beautiful view of the mountain. see it for 1095 days!







Ahhhh!! All is trees, no building except the The Grand Kampar Hotel.








Path beside the lake, beautiful right? Try walk for 3years.

Now u go see the Kampar picture, especially the bus-stop and the bus there. Its looks like the time when we were still having the World War 2. The age of the bus-stop and the bus must be older than me and can become the museum of the Kmapar, the government can save up the money to built a museum for the Kampar city. Cz the citizen will found the museum there. Wah, so long-sighted thinking !!

The "Museum" in Kampar !!!

Although saying that I will be having my degree course, but I still wondering whether to take that course or not. I scared it’s a waste if I take that course. Some of my friends say that it’s a waste if I take that course, they say I should be taking the course of engineering or some course that related to science subject. I keep on and keep on telling them that I very very very very and very hate science subject since I was in Form4. Cz I never pass my science subject in the school exam, jz a few times pass nia, but also very low passing marks(60something). Then I had been went to the counseling room to ask the counselor to confirm which path should I take. The counselor ask me whether I like the science subject? I answer “NO”! then he say I should take the Foundation program 1st if I still not sure which course I want to choose. However, now, I got a little regret to take the foundation programme in UTAR. Not that UTAR not good. Its that I cant make my own decisions on which course to choose. The counselor said that if which subject is the best in the result then u should choose that course, but now?? How ?? I really duno how to choose. Thinking and thinking again I should carry on my course that I have choose earlier cz I really dun like science subject. Although I get not bed result in SPM but I really had my hard time to study them, not like now, in the foundation programme, I feel no stress and can be that happy the whole day when studying those not that critical subject. However, should I ?? should I carried it on because I dun like the science subject?? I dun have that much of time to retake and retake the course again. There is no experiment in the life, once you have choose the road, you should have carried it on till the end of your life!!

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Appreciation...

haiz, im very pelupa leh, i tel myself i have to write this but i kept on forgot about it!! haha, now im going to write d...remember? i have ald back from kl and having my boring life in my hometown, not to say boring also, cz i keep on watching tv, eating, playing, online and chating lol....quite a boring ting if u do it everyday.ok, nw get back to the topic..1stly,i wan to say thank you to all my frenz at seksyen17. especiallt those who help me when i saw the world most very very very ugly, terible, horrible, and scary thing....i can remember their action vividly when they help me that moment cz i was standing behind them when they become my hero(only that few minutes). they was very very hebat cz din scared that silly things.1st, is my roommate, thx 2 being my 1-year roommates at the most scary house in 17. feel very very lucky have u ther to help me solve the problems. remmeber that 1st time, that ting suddenly came into the room when u were in teh middle of the toilet and yet teh luckiest thing is u heard my voice even thought my voice so low. jz to say sory here cz i cant help u when that ting flied up. i know that u also very scared that ting but then u are not so scared like wat i do rite? i realy cant stand even thought the ting is at 1meter in front of me. i realy can shout like mad. thats y, u cant even c me when the thing came across me and i can be the runner if u put that thing behind me. haha. not only that, u have also help me n save me so many times(as much as u can) to prevent that things came across me haha, u are so good!! u aslo teach me some technique to chase it away but duno y when i try to use that technique, the ting jz came to me. however, thanks 4 ur help!!2nd, is my girl housemate and at the same time is my school classmates. she also help me a lot when i saw that thing. again, also in the same house, when that thing crawl on the wall, we were very scared that it will crawl into our room, so we ask her to kill or make it run away. who knows? she take up a magazine, roll it up, without hesitation, she aimed that thing and "pok", that thing lost its head !!! she told us that this was her 1st time to kill that thing. wahaha!! and also, thanks to those who have help me refill water before. thanks to u all. u all have been so good. nt that i lazy to refill, jz that whenever i enter the kitchen, that thing sure will be there waiting me to be their victim. i was jz that unlucky, cz when i ask u al to refill 4 me, that thing wont have their face shown out, but, when i enter... hahaha, u will hear me shout, see me run like hell. oh yaya, also have to thanks to ms.zelene !! cz she always make breakfast 4 us wih the egg, tuna and bread, bt she never ask any $ from us. haha, so good, like a housewife, try to learn 1st before married(din say any)..... watever la, jz thanks to u....

I want to tell you all "Thank you,"
But it doesn’t seem enough.
Words don’t seem sufficient--
"Blah, blah" and all that stuff.
Please know I have deep feelings
About your generous act.
I really appreciate you all;

Finally......

Finally I had finished year one last semester’s exam…
Finally I had finished my one-year foundation programme…
Finally I had gone to Sunway Lagoon as we planned…
Finally I had said goodbye to my friends (friends who are not going to Kampar)…
Finally I had say sa-yo-na-ra to my house leader…
Finally I had left my second house (house at PJ)…
Finally I had had my last time to take the bus KL-Penang back to my hometown…
Finally I had left PJ, KL…
Finally And Finally Again…
There is too much of “Finally”…

I remembered that day, the day before I left PJ. The whole day journey I can remember it vividly. There is no doubt that I want to left the place quickly and back to my hometown- Penang. However, what it was happen is that I can feel that my heart and my brain were reacting quite weird. It seems that I was not that willing to leave the place that full of memories, the place where I lived in, the place where I studied, the road where I walked before, the place where I learned to be independent, the place where I had my fun, there’s too much of memories that make me not that willing to leave the place. The most important things is that there is the place where I met all my friends that come from Muar, Seremban, KL, Sarawak, Johor and many others place as well.

That Sunday, four of us-Soo Hin, Sin Yen, Kar Lai and Me- planned to go to Pudu to buy the bus ticket by taxi. We were bringing a bag and a bag of big luggage. When we were on the way to go to the nearest bus-stop near the house where I stay, my house leader girlfriend, Vivian, offered to fetch us to the bus-stop, she said that we were taking a lot of things. Actually when at the normal kind of situation, we will probably reject her, but, when we looked at our luggage, our mind changed immediately. All was happening too fast and it will look not that natural when you re-tell it back. Then, we were putting our luggage into the car and the car was so full until it can fetch no people except the driver and the sit beside driver. A few minutes later, our house leader woke up and tried to help us put our luggage into a save-place mode. However he failed to do so and he said he will fetch us to Pudu (perhaps he saw we brought a lot of bags). He drove a car that full of luggage and one of my friends followed his car while me and the others two girls follow Vivian car. I felt so touching at the moment when they offered to fetch us went to Pudu. Since I was in PJ for so long, there is no one else who are such a kind hearted who willing to fetch us go to a so far place except some of my friends who always fetch me home after class. Thank you.

After that, we were once again having our lunch meal at the KFC(normally we did when going back) after we had bought the bus ticket. After the meals, we must rush for the bus which will arrive at 11.30am. To get to the platform, we had to pass through a long and high bridge. That’s not the problem if we were bringing nothing. The point is each of US was bringing at least 3 big bags. So, we asked Kar Lai to take her bags up to the bridge and wait at there, while Sin Yen was waiting at downstairs to take care of the bags. Soo Hin and I were taking the bags up to the place where Kar Lai was standing. We were running like hell, up and down the stairs a few times. The same things happened when we were going down the bridge at the other end. Then, we said goodbye to each others. Kar Lai was going to the platform 21, Sin Yen platform 1 and us platform 4. The moment when we were saying goodbye to Sin Yen, one of the person who is not going to Kampar, Soo Hin gave her a big, warm and a goodbye hug. Goodbye my friends, Sin Yen and Soo Ting, see you again in Kampar, or you can also visit us when you were free, we will provide you the place to stay.

The “not-willing moment” end when we were step-in the bus. When we were sitting in the seat, we were sweating like hell and the bus air-con was not functioning well, the air that came out from the tiny hole was so small till you can’t feel it. At 1st, I was thinking that the air-con may be function once the bus started to move. To my surprise, the air-con still on its “sleeping” mode when the bus moved. What the hell !!! The Konsortium bus’s service was so good! They gave us a good and nice gift when we were taking our last bus back to Penang. We were having our 4 and a half hour “sauna” in the bus. My friend and I kept sweating in the bus, like people who is going to stop breathing. So….can’t tahan. Never mind, that’s m last time taking the Konsortium bus. However, if you want me to recommend a bus company to you, I will still choose the consortium company. Till now, I have been in the Mayang Sari bus, transnational and the Konsortium bus. Konsortium bus gives me the best and nice impression. The Mayang Sari bus makes me terrify the most because in my whole journey, I can see the cockroaches walking around the bus. And I have promise myself that if there are still other bus to choose I die also won’t take the bus anymore. The transnational, the seat is smaller and its not in the “cushion” style, is not an enjoyable journey if you take the bus. The most important is that the cockroaches, I have been in the bus once and that’s the last time I in the bus.

Finally, I had finished this passage…
Finally, I had to keep the memories in PJ…
Finally, the journey and adventures in PJ end here…
Finally, I had to start the new journey in Kampar…
KAMPAR…I’m Coming !!!

Appologies....

This blog main purpose is to say SORRY to my friends at seksyen 17, 19 and MC. Sorry because of what i have written in my blog previously. The blog i wrote last time is not mean to hurt you all or anything like "suan" you all. I just think that if i want to write anything about you all then i have to write something that were actually happening and even now also the same.

I know that some of them don't like the way I'm writing on myself but really i don't know how to write on myself and what i can do is to write something good about me!! Just think about it, if you were the one who is going to write out the same blog, will you write something that really funny and bad about yourself?? Keep the answer for yourself and ask your "liang xin".

Next, about the picture. This maybe the most terrible thing- someone will go for "cold war" with me because of the picture that i post for her. and at here i also just want to express "Sorry". I have lost the picture you have given to me and also the time i have when i was writing this blog is also limited. Sorry!

The nick name on how i called you all. Also-SORRY. I not meant to laugh or make fun of your name, the only thing that i think of when i wrote this blog is that i want to make the blog funny so that the "funny" will make memorable! So, if don't like it, just forget about it. Remember, that's the fact when i attribute you all and that's the name in your real life situation. Just accept the fact.

Lastly, because of my Chinese language standard's and i din remember how to write your Chinese name. for the mandarin, i just press the word that it show me and i don't even look through it after i finish cause of limited time. SO, if you still want to verify my langusge standard, i can tell you that my chinnese standard is very low and i just get B3 only, not like you all who GET B1 and B2 !!! Chinnese name, this is not my fault also!! Cause when i ask for your chinnese name, some even thing something that are very...(dont know how to say) or some just think that their name like gold cant even let other to know bout that!!! when i was 1st post the blog up, they like gila babi keep on mad on me...like "xiao lang" gila la you ALL!! So DONT blame ME!!

I just cant understand that why are they so hot when they saw my blog and just keep on criticising me. Is it because that you all cant accept the fact or you all don't want it to be posted out?? Whatever it is, i have deleted the blog and it will NEVER appear in your eyes. So just forget about it and rub it off from your memory !! FOVEVER and EVER. And thank for those who can ACCEPT the fact on yourself and your appreciation towards my blog..THX !!

If there any thing for those who cant accept the fact, please post your comment to me THX!!

...Aeroplane...

What is the meaning of aeroplane? Is it the meaning of the transportation that can travel the passenger up to the sky, over the river, stream, lakes, sea and ocean, across the country? Like this:
Actually the meaning that has in our mandarin “dictionary” is that “fei ji”. The person who give an aeroplane is means the person “fang fei ji” or means cheating. Where else the person who receive the aeroplane means being cheated !! Kena tipu la !!! So yam gong….!!! The most memorable things that i learnt when was in here,PJ, is learn how the aeroplane react and start their engine....SO irritating !!!

Last Saturday, two-days before the exam start, the night when we were having our dinner(something that like bbq) in my house at section17 in PJ. There are approximately 12 people were there and we were having a lot of conversation while we were enjoying the food. We were talking about the three-week-after-sem-holiday plan and the most IMPORTANT things is that the plan after final exam.

At 1st, we discussed about the plan, about where to go, who is going, and their budget. Our 1st draft plan:
1) go to sing karaoke on Friday at the Sungai Wang
2) go to lowyat to buy some computer accessories.
AND
the most important thing that we guy regularly did after the exam is playing dota and counter strike(I don’t like this game) in INC(a cyber café name) at SS2 on Friday after we came back from lowyat and Sungai Wang.

WHO KNOWS?? There start the aeroplane!!
Suddenly, don’t know which turtle suggest that we go to sunway lagoon on Saturday. And there come the story.

SUNWAY
This is our very very very and the most earliest plan-go to sunway! At the 1st sem,we already decide a few times whether to sunway or not after the stressful exam !! but all it happen was, the aeroplane start to warm-up its engine and prepare to fly up the sky. That’s nothing. The point is the host(the person who organize the trip) is the one who (maybe) is the 1st to fang fei ji. Then, we decided to go after the sem2 because we will have three weeks holiday. The same thing goes to the plan. All the people here like very-like or very-miss their house bed, everybody like rushing home without considering the trip to sunway. Again, we have to delay it to the sem3. And now, the history is repeated again and again and again. There is no end for the AGAIN.

Now, come back to the story again, we have already decided who can’t go, who is going and who is still under consideration. There are 12 of us, 3 still under consideration, around 3 will not go cause having exam and some timing problem, after minus all this people, means that there will be 6 people will go right? There is no wrong for discussing the plan and make the rough decision, but the wrong comes in when the person who promise give us an aeroplane. There is no big deal if one or two people left the trip. The problems is that the 1st person who SHOUT out will and promise go become the 1st one to break his promise. The worst is he just informs a few person and don’t let others to know about that.

Everytime when we will have any plan, there are FOUR GUYS who also will be there to support the plan and they are seem to be the most ke lian guy in the group. Always, when there is any plan, the four guys will 1st to think about how the situation will be and then they seem to be sheok sendiri and they think that everything will go like what is already planned. But what happen at the end? We get at kosong promise…Looks quite stupid and idiot right ?? or we can use the more appropriate term-NOOB !! Being a guy is tough right? The FOUR GUYS seem like always being cheated by the gals in the group, what a pity group is this? Being discriminated by the gals. Not that we guys don’t want to go to the sunway by our own, you just have to imagine, is there any fun if there is no girls in the trip?? Just imagine that and you will know how WE guys feels. The gals always treat US like no-mother-born. Can’t listen or support the plan we made and want to!!

However, when we make any decisions, we will 1st look the decision make and took by the FOUR gals that stay beside our house. They looks like to have the same thinking, same decisions and the same action, the point is they are the most important key to the successful of our plan. If any of them can’t go, then the other three will also won’t go, and this will directly or indirectly influence the other gals in the group to have the same decision making. So, to make the plan work, we must have the FOUR GALS support, and there is no use if supported by the FOUR GUYS !! That’s the benefits to be a girl, is it??

Let’s have a small story:
One girl in the FOUR GALS tend to like playing counter strike a lot but because of the roommates that is also one of the FOUR GALS group, she pretend don’t want to play. While her heart and her will must be just keep in her mind and her spirit, not release it in the game. Everytime when we ask her whether want to play, her answer will be, “If XXX play, then I will be playing too”. See???!! How they look on their relationship? They are so close to each other and don’t want to the other one to be left behind.

Let’s us get back to the story, till now, we can forecast the people who is going, there are only four guys and two girls who confirm will go. Don’t think that having a six-people in the group and the trip to sunway will successful. Nope! You are wrong. The two girl sure say that having ONLY two girls in the group seem not so much fun as they girls seem to be born to stay together and not to be separated.

I heard that people always say: the decision is on our own hand!! Is it?? The “decisions” to go to the sunway seems lies on the hand of the gals in our group!! They are the dominator, they are decisions maker and US, the guys is just a support people who always relies on their choices!!!

To my reader

I feel that it's not good to leave my blog black, so I should at least post something here.
Since exams is around the corner, I hereby wish all to score well.

Attached is some cheering pictures to remind everyone, remember to relax and don't over stress yourself. Rest and take a breathe, you will found everything seem nicer and easier.

How you feel when seeing this big big smile face?
Happy? not enough? nvm, drag down to view more.

Still not yet get back to happy mode? nvm, some more

How bout the idea of having a brunch of smile face, with a beautiful rainbow mixture of color.
do make you mood better right?


All right, i know

Happy Studying!!!! Cheer, all my pal!