很多时候，同样的问题会重复的浮现在我的脑里面。
“是我做得不够好吗？”
“是我的错吗？”
“哪里错了？”
“什么缺点会使你那么讨厌我呢？（可能语气重了一点）”
就算是我的错，就算是让你忍受不了的缺点，
也请你把话说清楚，
就算要判死刑，也让我死的甘愿一点。
不然，我也只是一直的猜，一直的想，
改变不了的！！！
Monday, August 9, 2010
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
计算机记
考试时，真的倒霉透顶了，我的计算机既然罢工，说：“没缴电费，就别想开动我！”哎呀，老大啊，我这一次的考试，五科之中有三科需要你的帮忙的啊！没关系，反正我家计算机多得是。第一个就想到了，Marketing 因该不需要用到计算机的吧。于是就向荣胜借。
不记得是那一天了，荣胜告诉我他明天也需要用到计算机来应付他要analysis 的科目吧。我就说没关系，晚上我再上去跟他们借。那天，好忙哦！背书，练习，记格式，接电话，与人讨论，好像不记得我需要借计算机了。为了松口气，我就走出房门，朝向人多的地方- 我妹的房。大家有说有笑，好像明天没考试。突然，“永翔，你借计算机了没？”噢，这时我就从我妹的抽屉里取出她“蓝蓝的计算机”。哇噻！好蓝哦，能拿进考试吗？好意识拿出来用吗？我们互相对望，互相冷笑。此时，我电话又响起 – 接电话咯！
盖了电话，我就走出客厅装水。隐隐约约，听到了荣胜跟别人的对话，只是别人的说话声而已，因为比较大声。
“你也是很搞笑，永翔计算机没电，要用计算机，怎么不是他来借，而是你。你还把自己的计算机借给他，自己来向别人借！”
哇，听了有点滚，可是乍听之下，也有道理 pun，怎么我需要用到反而是别人帮我借呢？那时，没想那么多，只想等荣胜下来再说吧，就走进了房间。
不一会儿，听到了他走下来的脚步声。“永翔，我帮你向小范借了计算机！”奇怪，怎么我听到的对话声明明不是小范的声音嘛，怎么会向她借呢？当时，我还不知足的说，小范的计算机不习惯用，又没得查回之前的算草，就劝荣胜用小范的计算机咯。没想到，他真的答应！那个时候，我一直等，等着他开口跟我说当时的情形。可是他，总是没说半句。让我出马吧！
“Eh，刚刚我听到你向XX借的嘛，怎么会是小范的呢？”我说。
“是啊，他说明天早上才跟他拿，可是明天早上考试，所以跟小范借”，他说。
“我还听到他说你搞笑哦”，我说。
“是啦，他好jek ark”，他说。
突然间，我心寒（不是怕，而是感动），怎么他没责怪我半句呢？怎么他一声都不说？是否我没问，他就静静呢？好多感受纠缠在一起（可能想太多了吧）。
*从我认识的他，好像只会叫人自己来，因不会为了别人而奔波的吧
(因为他说浪费他的时间），怎么。。怎么。。。？？就因为认识
他，知道他，才感动（可不会留下眼泪的，只会铭记在心里）。
当时如果是别人，他只会说：“没酱得空，自己去！”有时，我们俩
真的好无聊，他可以无所事事的来到我房，坐在床角，两个人就酱
闲聊，也可以聊上十几分钟，哈哈！我更加无聊，可以走进他房间，
走一圈后，说声“好闷，好闲噢！再走出去。”*
在你对任何事物都不理不睬的性格，却能送来及时的雨，雪中送炭！谢谢你（当时应该还没对你说吧）！
不记得是那一天了，荣胜告诉我他明天也需要用到计算机来应付他要analysis 的科目吧。我就说没关系，晚上我再上去跟他们借。那天，好忙哦！背书，练习，记格式，接电话，与人讨论，好像不记得我需要借计算机了。为了松口气，我就走出房门，朝向人多的地方- 我妹的房。大家有说有笑，好像明天没考试。突然，“永翔，你借计算机了没？”噢，这时我就从我妹的抽屉里取出她“蓝蓝的计算机”。哇噻！好蓝哦，能拿进考试吗？好意识拿出来用吗？我们互相对望，互相冷笑。此时，我电话又响起 – 接电话咯！
盖了电话，我就走出客厅装水。隐隐约约，听到了荣胜跟别人的对话，只是别人的说话声而已，因为比较大声。
“你也是很搞笑，永翔计算机没电，要用计算机，怎么不是他来借，而是你。你还把自己的计算机借给他，自己来向别人借！”
哇，听了有点滚，可是乍听之下，也有道理 pun，怎么我需要用到反而是别人帮我借呢？那时，没想那么多，只想等荣胜下来再说吧，就走进了房间。
不一会儿，听到了他走下来的脚步声。“永翔，我帮你向小范借了计算机！”奇怪，怎么我听到的对话声明明不是小范的声音嘛，怎么会向她借呢？当时，我还不知足的说，小范的计算机不习惯用，又没得查回之前的算草，就劝荣胜用小范的计算机咯。没想到，他真的答应！那个时候，我一直等，等着他开口跟我说当时的情形。可是他，总是没说半句。让我出马吧！
“Eh，刚刚我听到你向XX借的嘛，怎么会是小范的呢？”我说。
“是啊，他说明天早上才跟他拿，可是明天早上考试，所以跟小范借”，他说。
“我还听到他说你搞笑哦”，我说。
“是啦，他好jek ark”，他说。
突然间，我心寒（不是怕，而是感动），怎么他没责怪我半句呢？怎么他一声都不说？是否我没问，他就静静呢？好多感受纠缠在一起（可能想太多了吧）。
*从我认识的他，好像只会叫人自己来，因不会为了别人而奔波的吧
(因为他说浪费他的时间），怎么。。怎么。。。？？就因为认识
他，知道他，才感动（可不会留下眼泪的，只会铭记在心里）。
当时如果是别人，他只会说：“没酱得空，自己去！”有时，我们俩
真的好无聊，他可以无所事事的来到我房，坐在床角，两个人就酱
闲聊，也可以聊上十几分钟，哈哈！我更加无聊，可以走进他房间，
走一圈后，说声“好闷，好闲噢！再走出去。”*
在你对任何事物都不理不睬的性格，却能送来及时的雨，雪中送炭！谢谢你（当时应该还没对你说吧）！
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
天空！
每个人的头顶上都有一片又辽阔又自由自在的天空，
好像八宝袋一样，装满无数的装备，准备为大地苍生造福，
有白天，黑夜，晴天，蓝天，阴天，雨天，
人总不能旺一辈子，有起必有跌，有得必有失；
天空的表面还挂着无数的星星，
闪着闪着亮晶晶把微薄的光芒献给人们，大地，
给所有生物带来希望，依靠，继续往前走的动力，
如果人总是需要依赖别人，我的依赖呢？
那天空偶尔还拖着一个又胖又圆的月亮，
每逢佳节都会把光芒陪伴，娱乐人们，
将本能照亮大地，带来微薄但有生命力的光芒，
花好月圆，人圆团聚，能帮人圆梦吗？
白云，乌云都会集聚在天空的范围内，
白云带来晴天霹雳，乌云带来乌云密布，
自然的逻辑，有黑就有白，有贵人就有瘟神，
瘟神时常徘徊在身旁，贵人则擦肩而过；
天空是这样，那生长在天空下的我们呢？
每天活在你尔我咋，偷窃拐骗的世界，
厌倦了这样的生活，每天努力活着，
拼命为自己争取，想要荣华富贵，
到头来还是一无所有，一场欢喜一场空！
何必呢？
好像八宝袋一样，装满无数的装备，准备为大地苍生造福，
有白天，黑夜，晴天，蓝天，阴天，雨天，
人总不能旺一辈子，有起必有跌，有得必有失；
天空的表面还挂着无数的星星，
闪着闪着亮晶晶把微薄的光芒献给人们，大地，
给所有生物带来希望，依靠，继续往前走的动力，
如果人总是需要依赖别人，我的依赖呢？
那天空偶尔还拖着一个又胖又圆的月亮，
每逢佳节都会把光芒陪伴，娱乐人们，
将本能照亮大地，带来微薄但有生命力的光芒，
花好月圆，人圆团聚，能帮人圆梦吗？
白云，乌云都会集聚在天空的范围内，
白云带来晴天霹雳，乌云带来乌云密布，
自然的逻辑，有黑就有白，有贵人就有瘟神，
瘟神时常徘徊在身旁，贵人则擦肩而过；
天空是这样，那生长在天空下的我们呢？
每天活在你尔我咋，偷窃拐骗的世界，
厌倦了这样的生活，每天努力活着，
拼命为自己争取，想要荣华富贵，
到头来还是一无所有，一场欢喜一场空！
何必呢？
Monday, December 21, 2009
Back to Home !!
This is the first time I'm not the last person who leave the 1493 big family. Really enjoy the moment spent together. Today, after the exam, straight rush back to home and clean up the messy room during the exam period, then prepare to go home. Before going home, I had my this semester last lunch with Yihui and Kae Ying as well as my sister also.
Really feel bored when thinking to go home, cause at home I won't have the time to waste on talking craps with friends, playing around with those monkeys(ys,soohin), screamers(kw,yh) and of cause the bullier(sh,ky). And also won't get the chance to play L4D2(although is wasting money,but its interesting).
However, I got a lot of activities that are uncertain and going to be done in the future. On this coming Thursday, 24th Dec, i will meet up my friends in Gurney to sing K, and then go to the other part of Penang to meet my TA3 to countdown the Christmas. And they will be staying here for 3days until 26th Dec. Wow, so many activities!
During my last week of holiday, I will be going to KL for 4days, start from 10th Jan 2010, and then continue to Muar on 13th Jan night. The next day, 14th Jan, plan to go to Melaka to meet Fandy Kan in Tampin ( So sad that she keep on forget the day I want got to visit her T_T). Then back to Muar on 15thDec and enjoy our day in Muar for the food and moment there. Haha, back to Kampar on Saturday, either in the morning or night, depends on the other buddy, TYS. Haha, our main driver for half of the trip. Wakaka !!
Really hope to look forward that day to come. But that week also the week when the result is going to release, hope that our mood won't be interupted by the result, as this time, I think I won't get IT again.
Really feel bored when thinking to go home, cause at home I won't have the time to waste on talking craps with friends, playing around with those monkeys(ys,soohin), screamers(kw,yh) and of cause the bullier(sh,ky). And also won't get the chance to play L4D2(although is wasting money,but its interesting).
However, I got a lot of activities that are uncertain and going to be done in the future. On this coming Thursday, 24th Dec, i will meet up my friends in Gurney to sing K, and then go to the other part of Penang to meet my TA3 to countdown the Christmas. And they will be staying here for 3days until 26th Dec. Wow, so many activities!
During my last week of holiday, I will be going to KL for 4days, start from 10th Jan 2010, and then continue to Muar on 13th Jan night. The next day, 14th Jan, plan to go to Melaka to meet Fandy Kan in Tampin ( So sad that she keep on forget the day I want got to visit her T_T). Then back to Muar on 15thDec and enjoy our day in Muar for the food and moment there. Haha, back to Kampar on Saturday, either in the morning or night, depends on the other buddy, TYS. Haha, our main driver for half of the trip. Wakaka !!
Really hope to look forward that day to come. But that week also the week when the result is going to release, hope that our mood won't be interupted by the result, as this time, I think I won't get IT again.
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Pre-celebrating !!
People had already finished their last paper yesterday noon, and I, will also finish my last paper next Monday.
Today( means later noon) and tomorrow, I will be going to celebrate end of the exam session in advance with my housemates(who already can celebrate).
Now, I very contravention, as if I'm going to play now, like I'm not taking my last paper seriously, and I'm going to waste two days time just for playing. If I'm not joining them, like I'm deviance.
But, I believe in myself and I think think that I can handle my last paper well, just hope to get what I want (I'm not just hoping, I put a lot of effort in it!!) But normally the subject I put a lot of efford won't have good return. Just like my FIM, just get an A-, AFA, FAF II, and QT also all also getting a "-". How can that be?? I myself also don't know.
Hope that this time the both subject that I put efford won't dissappointed me. What I want is not a pass or a B, I want get higher.
Today( means later noon) and tomorrow, I will be going to celebrate end of the exam session in advance with my housemates(who already can celebrate).
Now, I very contravention, as if I'm going to play now, like I'm not taking my last paper seriously, and I'm going to waste two days time just for playing. If I'm not joining them, like I'm deviance.
But, I believe in myself and I think think that I can handle my last paper well, just hope to get what I want (I'm not just hoping, I put a lot of effort in it!!) But normally the subject I put a lot of efford won't have good return. Just like my FIM, just get an A-, AFA, FAF II, and QT also all also getting a "-". How can that be?? I myself also don't know.
Hope that this time the both subject that I put efford won't dissappointed me. What I want is not a pass or a B, I want get higher.
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