Scared....Afraid...Nightmare.!!

Scary...scary... scary nightmare seem going to happen soon..!!

I have been in fear of the final "result" since I received my first mid term Audit result !! Ohhh... its so terrible until I can't even believe that I got that kind of result !! Its not the first time...Even other mid term I also did so badly !!

Am I going to fail soon?? For day and night, I have been worried this and that... I don't want to FAIL !! Very very very very scared !!!

Ahhh !! So confused !!! Don't know what I'm gonna write and think !! Just want and wish PRAY HARD can help me not to fail Audit and get good result for other subject especially AFA and AIS.
Both I also did very bad....T_T!

Ohh!! God help me please !!! please please please... who can help me?? I don't want fail.... I can foresee the future now if I going to fail for Audit mid term 2 again....... Can't fail! Can't fail !! Can't faillll !!!!!

付出。。

怎么觉得大家都不想付出的呢？
难道大家都不会觉得羞耻的吗？
每次把事情丢给别人做却从来没有付出过！
这样公平吗？

还记得，上个礼拜，我又给我的“朋友”欺骗了，难道我有酱容易被骗吗？还是我太过相信别人？明明一个礼拜前已经约好“他”在礼拜下午三点去打球的，可是“他”却在2.50pm时，告诉我，“他”不去了！当时的反应好像“他”已经没当这回事了！“他”说：“去哪儿哦？”

今天，我又约“他”在这拜六打球，“他”很爽快地答应了。当我希望“他”能去book场时，“他”说：“har??还要我特地跑到old town去！”真的把话说得好像我不需要“特地”的样子！岂有此理！当“他”载人到处走时，又没见“他”说“特地”？
（不是说我计较什么，只是当我需要帮忙时，请别泼我冷水-我没车去嘛！）

听到“他”那一句话时，我真的。。咳！是我活该吗？搞什么活动？打什么球？

不只这样，还有我的。。。啊！算了，敏感的话题就别再说了，没意思。。该时候睡觉了！

-含泪而终-