Should Carried On?? Or should left it be??

Still have 2weeks more, im going to Kampar ler for my degree course. 3years life at there will I be bored mati?? Its quite a “enjoyable” life as you wont find any shopping complex at there, moreover the town there quite “ulu” also, not have that new or fresh smell there, feel like staying at PJ better. PJ, I had my foundation there and quite enjoy, every week go shopping complex such as wan utama, mid-valley, times square, the curve, sungai wang. Wah, quite enjoy rite? Also duno come here for study or go shopping? Haiz, the $ in the pocket and bank also keep on bleeding none-stop as the money always dikorek by me!!

Here's the picture of the road and place near the place where im going to study:



A long and big road but u can see nothing except trees beside it.










Beautiful view of the mountain. see it for 1095 days!







Ahhhh!! All is trees, no building except the The Grand Kampar Hotel.








Path beside the lake, beautiful right? Try walk for 3years.

Now u go see the Kampar picture, especially the bus-stop and the bus there. Its looks like the time when we were still having the World War 2. The age of the bus-stop and the bus must be older than me and can become the museum of the Kmapar, the government can save up the money to built a museum for the Kampar city. Cz the citizen will found the museum there. Wah, so long-sighted thinking !!

The "Museum" in Kampar !!!

Although saying that I will be having my degree course, but I still wondering whether to take that course or not. I scared it’s a waste if I take that course. Some of my friends say that it’s a waste if I take that course, they say I should be taking the course of engineering or some course that related to science subject. I keep on and keep on telling them that I very very very very and very hate science subject since I was in Form4. Cz I never pass my science subject in the school exam, jz a few times pass nia, but also very low passing marks(60something). Then I had been went to the counseling room to ask the counselor to confirm which path should I take. The counselor ask me whether I like the science subject? I answer “NO”! then he say I should take the Foundation program 1st if I still not sure which course I want to choose. However, now, I got a little regret to take the foundation programme in UTAR. Not that UTAR not good. Its that I cant make my own decisions on which course to choose. The counselor said that if which subject is the best in the result then u should choose that course, but now?? How ?? I really duno how to choose. Thinking and thinking again I should carry on my course that I have choose earlier cz I really dun like science subject. Although I get not bed result in SPM but I really had my hard time to study them, not like now, in the foundation programme, I feel no stress and can be that happy the whole day when studying those not that critical subject. However, should I ?? should I carried it on because I dun like the science subject?? I dun have that much of time to retake and retake the course again. There is no experiment in the life, once you have choose the road, you should have carried it on till the end of your life!!

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Appreciation...

haiz, im very pelupa leh, i tel myself i have to write this but i kept on forgot about it!! haha, now im going to write d...remember? i have ald back from kl and having my boring life in my hometown, not to say boring also, cz i keep on watching tv, eating, playing, online and chating lol....quite a boring ting if u do it everyday.ok, nw get back to the topic..1stly,i wan to say thank you to all my frenz at seksyen17. especiallt those who help me when i saw the world most very very very ugly, terible, horrible, and scary thing....i can remember their action vividly when they help me that moment cz i was standing behind them when they become my hero(only that few minutes). they was very very hebat cz din scared that silly things.1st, is my roommate, thx 2 being my 1-year roommates at the most scary house in 17. feel very very lucky have u ther to help me solve the problems. remmeber that 1st time, that ting suddenly came into the room when u were in teh middle of the toilet and yet teh luckiest thing is u heard my voice even thought my voice so low. jz to say sory here cz i cant help u when that ting flied up. i know that u also very scared that ting but then u are not so scared like wat i do rite? i realy cant stand even thought the ting is at 1meter in front of me. i realy can shout like mad. thats y, u cant even c me when the thing came across me and i can be the runner if u put that thing behind me. haha. not only that, u have also help me n save me so many times(as much as u can) to prevent that things came across me haha, u are so good!! u aslo teach me some technique to chase it away but duno y when i try to use that technique, the ting jz came to me. however, thanks 4 ur help!!2nd, is my girl housemate and at the same time is my school classmates. she also help me a lot when i saw that thing. again, also in the same house, when that thing crawl on the wall, we were very scared that it will crawl into our room, so we ask her to kill or make it run away. who knows? she take up a magazine, roll it up, without hesitation, she aimed that thing and "pok", that thing lost its head !!! she told us that this was her 1st time to kill that thing. wahaha!! and also, thanks to those who have help me refill water before. thanks to u all. u all have been so good. nt that i lazy to refill, jz that whenever i enter the kitchen, that thing sure will be there waiting me to be their victim. i was jz that unlucky, cz when i ask u al to refill 4 me, that thing wont have their face shown out, but, when i enter... hahaha, u will hear me shout, see me run like hell. oh yaya, also have to thanks to ms.zelene !! cz she always make breakfast 4 us wih the egg, tuna and bread, bt she never ask any $ from us. haha, so good, like a housewife, try to learn 1st before married(din say any)..... watever la, jz thanks to u....

I want to tell you all "Thank you,"
But it doesn’t seem enough.
Words don’t seem sufficient--
"Blah, blah" and all that stuff.
Please know I have deep feelings
About your generous act.
I really appreciate you all;